WHAT I FINALLY LEARNED FROM MY CULT EXPERIENCE
What I finally learned from my cult experience is not that I must be careful about wolves in sheep’s clothing—though I must be; not that I must think for myself and not let myself be charmed and flattered into trusting those I ought not to trust—though I want always to keep these things in mind. It’s not that I must take care not to let my imagination be exploited and not that I need to be careful of charmers, though I must try to prevent my imagination and the charms of disguised deceivers from taking me away. No, the great lesson is the same one the characters Hopeful and Christian learned in John Bunyan’s Pilgrims Progress, after the Flatterer who despised them had caught them: that only the grace and mercy of God could free them and then bring them safely to the truth and give them a good conscience in a world filled with traps and snares and delusions and deceivers. I, too, was caught in a net from which I could not escape—just as so many others have been and now are–but God, who is gracious, merciful and good, rescued me—and not once, but time and again—using one means or another, visible and invisible, both when I cried out to Him in distress and when I didn’t even know to cry to Him. This was the principal lesson. But there are others and I include meditations on some dozen of these on the “Lessons” page of this website in hope that they might help someone in similar straits.